Remember this great shot of the 3 amigos? My how time flys!

Well I don't really have any pictures to put on the blog. I haven't taken any because it has been too much work lately and anyway I don't think anyone reads or even looks at my blog so I guess thats good, I can put on my blog anything I want and not get hassled by anyone for being to free with information or not free enough or whatever. So I will take this opportunity to thank my family for putting up with me these last 6 or 7 months. I have felt so down and sluggish, kinda like an old slug on a rock and so have probably not done any planning or haven't helped people with kids or projects as should be expected by a mom or grandma, but I just feel tired and sad. I miss Tim and I know his children miss him and my daughter misses him and sometimes it just feels as if life stinks. I know this is not really true when I count my blessings, but right now I just want to wallow in self pity and be miserable. Come tomorrow - January 1, 2010, I will perk right up and get busy with stuff. (new years resolutions!) So this is my complaining and whining blog for the last day of 2009. My house is a mess, I need to clean up a bunch of junk, I want to park my car in the garage and not scrape my windows and I want to know where all my junk is. So waa waa waa, boo hoo hoo! Tomorrow will be a new day, but today I just want to crawl in my bed and be sad. Love Mom