John & Edie Payne Family

I just don't know how I feel about having my weight on my blog. It's hard to see those numbers but they are real and facing that is sometimes so hard. In my mind I am a thin active person. Wow talk about mind games. I have to remember where I really am and face reality. Anytime I loose weight I think, "I'm thin now!" But then seeing that number in big letters and color reminds me I have a ways to go. Don't be discouraged just take it one day at a time.